I've been going out with my boyfriend for 10 months now, it will be 11 in a week. Hes 18 and starting college while I'm only going to be a junior in high school. He moved away last week & ever since then my life has just been a blurr. Nothing makes sense with him gone. My body misses his presence. I only get to see him on weekends since he lives about an hour away & has soccer practice everyday and I also have work. So between both our busy days, we barley even get to talk to eachother. Which is a shame because ever since day one, we talked throughout the whole day and saw eachother practically everyday.  He means the world to me, honestly. Its just really hard for me. & I just want him here with me.

So heres the question for those who have similar situations:
HOW DO END THIS MISERY?
                      &
WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THIS?

[a dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. in dreams you will lose your heartaches. whatever you wish for, you keep. have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. no matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.]






[ sometimes, someone says something really small; and it just fits into the empty space in your heart ]











[ You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day, and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this: no matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes and the tears we’ve cried, never, ever did I give up on you. So if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.]










[She shivered and looked away when she saw you. All the memories were racing back and she just couldn't deal with that pain all over again. She knew you were looking at her though, but she just couldn't look at you. You, with your beautiful eyes, gorgeous hair, amazing arms for hugging and those lips that gave the best kisses ever, she couldn't possibly look at you without breaking.]






[  Don't stop dreaming because there is no wrong in wanting something more.]







[ May your organs fail you before your dreams do. ]



[ The heart is a muscle.. and what do muscles do when they’re torn?... they grow back stronger.]



[  I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we're just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy and that's what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see that smile on your face. ]







[ We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. ]









[  We must understand that love leaves for a reason but, never without a lesson ]

 


[ I am here. This is me and I am always here. And I don’t want to go through the rest of my life regretting everything. I want to learn how to be strong for what I am doing, brave about who I am, and forgive anyone who tries to fuck it all up. ]

 

[ She found a certain love with him.
A grateful love, a deep but quiet love.
One that she knew, above all else, was irreplaceable. ]

[ my heart is pumping, it's putting up the fight. i've got this feeling, that everything's alright. don't you see? i'm not the only one for you, but you're the only one for me. ]

 

[ & when i see that smile of yours, i melt inside. ]


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